MEMORY OF HOME, Acrylic on Canvas by B E L L E

“Many have tried but few have succeeded. Many are called but few are chosen.”

The Mercury Retrograde has started. Woohoo! This will take place in Scorpio so Water Signs will most likely going to feel this deeper. As usual, check your natal chart to know which house this will happen for you. It’s going to be different for everyone. I always say that, because it is important. What you have in a chart is different from what I have. What I have is different from yours so never assume that just because I am a public person, I have to think, behave and breathe like you do. Hence, giving advice and generalizing things especially when it comes to Astrology doesn’t help. It only creates more confusion. My best advice is: know your chart, know thyself. No one would do that better than you. Right? Right. With all retrograde, its all about RE– redo, review, reassess, re-evaluate etc. Depending on which house or area of your life this will happen. Note: I am going to discuss the only reference I know best, and that is my Natal Chart. I am not knowledgeable in other people’s Natal Chart as it is difficult to interpret someone’s Chart. It took me years to even understand my own Birth Chart. I have to pay a huge amount of money just to get a semblance of understanding with my own Astrology. So if you are tired of reading about me and my life, you can always leave. This is the only thing I know– myself and my chart so it’s what I’m gonna talk about.

There’s this TV series called 90 Day Fiancé: The Other Way, that I’ve been binge watching. It’s so interesting and so entertaining. I just discovered this on the net, I love it. It’s about couples who fell in love and need to be relocated in order to be together. One couple is an Indian guy and an American woman. She’s 61 and he is around 30. Apparently, in Indian culture, this poses a lot of conflict especially with the guy’s family. His parents do not approve of their relationship and so as other people in his life; yet he fought for her. He divorced his wife just to be with her; got himself a new apartment and they are both living together now. This guy is so brave, he told his parents, ‘I am getting true love from her…’ His mother was crying, of course. My reaction to that is, why is my love life not this colorful?! How do I not have a love life right now? Seriously, why?! No one is even talking to me right now. It’s as if I am inside a bubble, invincibly protected for future purposes. Hahaha. I’m imagining myself falling in love with someone from Siberia or something, then I would relocate so we can live happily ever after. Naah, I guess not. I am just different. My love life is not this colorful. In fact, I am used to make a lot of mistakes from falling in love with wrong men. I have a feeling, after this Mercury Retrograde, I will no longer make those mistakes ever again because I am being shown the TRUTH OF who I truly am.

This Mercury Retrograde is happening in my 7th House, Scorpio– house of marriage and partnership plus sex, power and shared resources. It is forcing me to dive deep into my partnership dynamics and my future marriage. I am being shown the TRUTH (Jupiter). If you have an aspect like mine where your own marriage and partnership is divinely protected (Jupiter), you can’t just date. This answer the question of my singleness and my twenty years or so celibacy. I can’t just ‘date.’ I can’t do casual sex. I am not built that way, I am realizing this now. I get it now! If my very union with another could wield the power of a God to manifest an unlimited source of wealth and power, I can’t just date and marry anyone. When my future marriage can directly impact the lives of thousands of people, I can’t just date and marry someone. My marriage in itself is being arranged by the ‘divine’ (Jupiter). I can’t control that. No one can, not even my parents.

Bill Gates has become a successful billionaire not only because of his tenacity and power but it is also because of his wife, Melinda. He was the one who harnessed this Billionaire’s aspect in his chart, but it was Melinda who directed his heart to the right place. They were able to build an empire together as one and make a huge difference to all of our lives. This is what this aspect is all about, being able to harness an unlimited source of wealth for the GREATER GOOD OF ALL. (Mine is even more potent and much stronger as it is conjunction, meaning the energies are fused together. And it is in zero degrees Scorpio.) Imagine that. I can literally heal the world. For the few of us, who has this aspect, our lives holds much greater responsibility. It is not joke to be given this Godly power hence, I can’t just end up with so and so, regardless he is the Prince of somewhere. My person was born for me and I to him. He is just simply, chosen.

This aspect has a spiritual tone into it and so as my future marriage. This is what God is preparing me for. I need to get my head straight, my heart in place and my spirit in tact. To be in union with someone who is meant to be the next Billionaire who could feed an entire nation is not a silly game. To be in this partnership where we are both called to create something that’s going to affect the world, requires purification of the soul and massive spiritual awakening. It’s serious. On the surface, we will be building a family together, sure, but there’s much bigger and higher calling to our union. This is a calling that only those with this aspect will ever understand. I’m sure, most people who would be reading this won’t even have a clue about what I’m trying to say here, as there’s very few of us in this world who is given this gift– many are called but few are chosen. This is what sets me apart from others. I am just different because I have a CALLING.

I’ve spoken to my Mom about this and she said that the vision she sees in me, is that I am meant to travel the world. I always knew it. I always had this voice that’s telling me about my future to travel. I like it. I welcome my future in full arms. If that travel is meant for me to connect to different people around the world, visit orphanages and animal sanctuaries, build schools, fund irrigation system in poor countries, attend symposiums about global pandemic, environmental conditions and other worldly issues, giving speeches about women empowerment, inspiring people in all walks of life, etc… I would love that. I am already being prepared for that.

I am becoming that…

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